I will not kill you for being headstrong, Jett. You're my childer, and you're Brujah. I expected that of you. But you need to listen to me and trust me on this. If you go to Luka, you will bring far more trouble down than you realize, and not just on yourself.
Jett, you must understand one thing for me. You, darling, are not responsible for everyone around you. You can only be responsible for yourself and ensuring that your actions do not cause harm to others or to the Masquerade. Beyond that, you must let the people who matter to you make their own choices, and Luka has chosen to spend time with Seamus. And Seamus has learned from Xavier, who is one of the most controlled and wise of our Kind. You have to let Luka make that choice. Did he ask for you?
Your friend did not ask for you, Jett. Back down. Are they at Xavier's manor? Because if they are, I assure you that any sign of aggression toward Seamus will end very badly for you.
Why is it that you insist not only on going against what I ask of you, but going against your own friend's choices? What part of that don't you understand? Your friend WANTS Seamus with him. You do not have enough control yet, and if you cause harm to Seamus, you will cause harm to every Kindred in this City. There will be a rebellion. Don't you understand? You're intelligent, Jett, but I need for you to turn your intelligence to wisdom right now and come back to HQ.
Because I can choose not to do what you ask. I'm your childer, not your slave. Luka hasn't made any choices, why are you failing to see that? My best friend is sick, Seamus has no fucking clue what to do. I'm going there, and I don't give a toss about the political fallout you get from it. That's your problem, not mine. I know the only thing you give a toss about lately is the Primogen shit. Unless, of course, I'm being a pain in your arse.
Yes, you can, but I am trying to offer you some guidance here that I assure you will help not only me but you. Jett, I did not Embrace you so that you could get your life back only to have it taken again so soon. You are like family to me, now. My standing as Primogen is important, but so are you. And the fact is, you're always a pain in my ass, but that's part of being a Brujah childer. What if your actions end up causing Luka to be harmed instead of helping him?
And I don't care. None of you have any idea what Luka has been through. You're all strangers to him, I'm not. I'm going to help him. Fuck you for trying to stop me.
I want Luka safe as much as anyone, Jett. If for no other reason than I know he is a part of you and your life that you do not want to lose. I am not trying to stop you helping him by any means, love. I promise you that. But you have to understand that Luka has allowed Seamus close to him, and I know that is no easy feat for him. I know quite a bit about his past, darling. People who've been through the things he's been through don't let others in easily, but he has done so with Seamus. What does that tell you?
It tells me you're trying to keep me from the person who is like a brother to me, and I am starting to hate you for it. He's sick, I'm going to help him, and anything you try in your little intervention here isn't going to stop me.
I am not trying to keep you from Luka, nor would I. I am trying to keep you from running into a situation half cocked and not understanding what it is you're walking into.
He is the reason I knew you would make an excellent Brujah. But he could be your undoing as well if you don't think before you act. I will not cockblock your friendships, but I will try my damnedest to protect you.
No, I never had the chance. But don't even try to tell me Seamus loves Luka. He doesn't know him. There might be some freaky fucking sensory connection there, but he doesn't love him.
How do you know Seamus just doesn't want to be with him to fuck him, feed from him, and then fuck off onto the next hot guy with curly hair and blue eyes?
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