Sure. I'm petulant. You forgot, stupid, naive, and a 'child'. Is these the only fucking insults you lot can come up with when someone outsmarts you? Maybe you should ask the Gangrel prick about what happened.
It is not your cunning that is childish, darling. It is the response you give when questioned by your own Sire. The Gangrel prick? What did he do? Fucking hell.
You don't own me. If you want respect, fucking give me some in return. Don't expect me to sit around and wait until you're finished playing hide the Prince's cock over and over again. You're not there to guide me, I'll fucking guide myself.
I have given you far more respect than you think. And the disrespect of a Gangrel is hardly cause to disrespect your Brujah Sire. I am here to guide you, which is why I keep you close to me.
I'm disrespecting you because you're disrespecting me. I couldn't give a flying fuck about the Gangrel, he was just blatantly verbalising what you all think of me. You know what? I don't need a Council of pricks sitting around judging me. You should never have Sired me if you don't have time to bother. I'm done. You're free. I'll figure this shit out on my own.
Jett, I Embraced you because I want you as one of my own. You belong among us. But you must not let the Gangrel get to you. Their Clan and ours do not get along and never have. He does not speak for all of our Kind. And all of us were once like you, Jett. We may have an understanding of the Masquerade that you don't have yet, but you have a heart and a passion that only the newly Embraced truly know. Please come back home and talk to me.
I could have killed her. I could have devoured her. But I didn't. And you know why? Because she means something to your friend. I could have, though, and you didn't even notice I was gone. Then you come to me and say I'm being petulant and disrespectful? I could have killed her, ripped her to shreds, left her for dead and no one would have found her for days. I took her back to her protector to where she was safe. For the record, I didn't fuck up. I stopped when you told me I should, she was just weakened compared to the other fresh stocks I have had.
I am proud that you controlled yourself. I was asking you a question and your response to me was rude. I'm here to help you but I need your cooperation. I was in a Council meeting and I needed you to help me by staying close. Jett, I respect you, but it has to be a two way street.
You should go back and read the tone of your initial message, and realise why I was pissed off. Then fucking next time let me feed before you drag me into one of those brain death fucking meetings that I have zero interest or input in. I could have been a giant fucking turd on the table and I still would have been invisible.
I was being locked with the official bitchglare of the Toreador Clan at the moment. I thought that the meeting would be over sooner. Thadeus always talks much longer than he should, but this time was worse than usual. I understand your frustration, love. I do. But I need you to work with me for your own good. If you put the Masquerade at risk, you will be put to death and neither Ben nor I will be able to stop it.
That's not my fault. But I'll tell you this. If one more person tells me I'm young and stupid with no clue about anything, I am going to punch them, and then rip their throats out. Because whether you like to admit it or not, your holier than thou "Masquerade" still walks in the human world. A world I'm not long from. That doesn't make me young and stupid, that makes me fed up with being insulted for being something you all were once too, and still pretend to be to trick humans. Don't keep assuming I will stick around and cop it, because I won't.
Will you please name for me one person who has called you young and stupid aside from the Gangrel? I have never called you stupid. You are young in our world, but you have experienced more in one very young lifetime than many will in an eternity. I do not devalue what you know. I only ask that you try to learn more about our ways. I do not mean to ask too much of you. I only ask what I believe you are more than capable of giving.
Would you calm yourself for just a fucking minute and realize that I am not using your age as an insult here? Youth is nothing to be despised, and I have not called you naive. Stop taking offense at the word young, Jett. There is nothing insulting in it, nor is it intended that way when I say it.
It's the manor in which you all deliver it. I'm serious. You can't fucking control yourselves in the patronising, I'm fucking off and I won't come back. You can all clean up your own mess for all I care.
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